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i know what i want to look like,
what i want to be.
anything looks good on a skinny person.
i won't have to worry about trying anything on.
walk in,
grab a zero,
walk out.
i won't have to try on bathing suits
making sure that they don't squeeze my hip fat over the top.
i'm not being unhealthy
and i'm not doing anything wrong.
but i have control.
and you're just jealous,
because pretty soon,
i'll be more beautiful than you'll ever be.

i'm back.
i love you mary.